wish it would ring

12:13 am..

Listening to Pink Floyd - Wish You Were Here..

So, so you think you can tell
Heaven from Hell,
Blue skies from pain.

I'm checking my cell phone for the millionth time, for a text message, or a call that I might've missed in the one second I'd left my phone out of my sight.

12:21 am..

How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls
Swimming in a fish bowl,
Year after year..

the same song's repeating again and now I'm relating to the lyrics and thinking of you and realizing what a pain the distance is being.

12:30 am..

I'm hating the time difference and the geographic distance and wishing all of this was easier.

12:45 am..

I'm still checking my phone, waiting for it to ring. right now. miraculously.