miss you.

...so much.
Please come back.
soon.
now.

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bitch mode

Another stressful week has come to an end. Finally. Thankfully. Amazingly. Gratefully.
blah.
I didn't think I had so much work to do this week, but everything piles in and then there's so much happening otherwise - mind-fucks, preppin' grad parties, issues of the boy-kind - it all just gets overwhelming and turns me into a stressed-out-sarcastic bitch. Mind you, it's not like I don't realize I'm being bitchy. I do, so I usually apologize to people in advance. Only, I don't think it matters.

Right now, I'm just grateful I don't have a deadline to meet until Wednesday and that Fridays are off for me. I'm kinda sleepy but I'm lovin' the random songs - khaike paan banaras wala - I love the SRK version, the song and the movie.

Also, I'm loving this post on challenges. It makes me wonder, if the only reason I'm still holding on to "you", is because I see a challenge in "you" and "I" being an "US". Maybe, if it was as easy as ABC, I would've never bothered. But, just so you know, there's only so much more effort I'm putting in before I give up. I usually complete a challenge once its shoved in my face. But really, stop testing my patience. I am, after all, human.

how I feel

I love gapingvoid.

If we're sticking to just being friends, then why do I feel endless pangs of jealousy when you even MENTION other women?
why do I love-hate you after you mention them?
why do you even mention them?

no.. wait..

why do we even TALK?!

bas. i'm tired..

physically AND mentally, personally and academically.

just so very tired.