He says, "We both know something's going on.. something we are clearly being oblivious to.. you and I both.."


Oblivious it is.

I'm not gonna make a move.

Just say it dammit!

is it just me or is himesh reshammiya music REALLY addictive!?



terey bina meri subah nahee chalti..
sohniyee.. sohniyee..

wow - NOW I know what the words "busy" and "overworked" mean..

dictionary definitions do NO justice to words like these..

it's all about practical experiences babayy..

No matter how much someone might claim to care for u, the truth is.. they're lying. It's a big fat wordly lie. They might not say it, but it shows.. every once in a while.. in their conversations, in their actions.

You know what, I don't care. Not for u, not for anyone else. It hurts now, but atleast I dont lie and hurt u with slips of tongue and actions that blow disinterest in my face. Atleast I don't lie to u to save someone else. I'm sick of this, I might come across as being stupid, but I'm actually not. I'm observant and I watch everything closely. I don't say it, but that doesn't mean I dont have an opinion.

I just choose to be quiet.

It's my life and I dont bloody need any sympathy. Liar.

tag

Since I need to update my blog, yet nothing noteworthy has happened, I will utilize the perfectly timed tag by enyur..

So, the 8 qualities I look for in a perfect partner..

1. He must own a huge mansion.

2. He must have lots of money.

3. He must own a Mercedes. [the BMW is MY goal.]

4. He must love me more than his money. [i.e. heed to all my financially demanding requests.]

5. He should be tall, dark and handsome. [I quite adore goaties as well..]

6. He should have a kick ass sense of humour, yet be serious and responsible as situations change.

7. He needs to be good in... ahem.

8. oh, and did I mention he needs to be rich?


he he he..

memories



The memories are all washing away - like the raindrops on a window pane.

A: why dont u ever sms me?
me: becauseeee, my last month's phone bill was $194, I HAVE to stop using my phone excessively..
A: WHAT? kis se baatein karti rehti ho?
me: matlab, if u can jolt ur phone memory a little bit, I sent u a gazillion messages..not as if that amounted to $194 but still it was a major contribution.. wesay bhi international texting is bloody expensive if done in bulks! :S
A: hahahaha, sucker, its only 5 rupees for us..
me: to tum kara karo na text.. mein kyoon karoon..
A: haan chalo mein hi kar loonga..

a few days later..

A: msges ka reply to ker diya karo manhoos..
me: konsey msges.. I just got one at like 4 in the morning asking me what I was doing! argh!
A: haan haan jo bhee..
me: waqayee nahee miley..
A: So.. u can be considerate enough urself and message me sometime..
me: you know my phone bill story.. dont make me repeat it.. I'm usually not a cheapskate..
A: nahee, mein to wesay hi keh raha hoon.. kiya karo message.. so that I can pretend I never received them and not reply back at that..


arghhh! I quite like u.. but really now.. I'm THIS close to being bankrupt.. I dont have a job and I still have to last two months before I can go home and TOTALLY get pampered by my parents..
*sigh*

P.S. I know eh, maybe he just misses me.. lol..